Asalamualikum..
Yesterday was our DE test. And it was quite hard.
I know how to do all but i cant get the final answer.
I always stuck somewhere in the middle because of the very complicated integration
involved.
But i think i will get some marks. InsyaAllah..I hope so.
And tomorrow i have Organic Chem test.
I have no idea what type of questions there will be.
But i hope it will be ok.
Now, actually, i've been feeling very lonely.
This feeling is done by listening to some very sad Pakistani Songs.
Specially those of Atif Aslam.
I had realized there was so much fun in my life during my secondary school.
I was with my family friends and everyone.
But still away from my hometown.
All my other relatives are back there in Pakistan.
Now its been 3 years i havent seen them.
I really miss them. This year i will be going back.
During this 3 years, i had lost my great great grandpa.
and my beloved uncle.
3 years back, when i met my grandfather, when i was going to leave for malaysia,
he was crying, and i asked him not to cry,
and he keep on looking at me and saying let me look at u because who knows this might be
the last time im looking at u.
And it happen to be true,
May Allah give him place in Jannat.
I really miss him.
Than talking about friends, to be honest, i dont have any very very close friend here yet in UTP.
Compare to the school time, so many friends, so many stuff, so much fun, specially in scout.
Go for camping, training people for parade, becoming winners, it was fun.
Life here is now so boring, Like being left in the middle of jungle.
I still remember those days when our whole family use to eat dinner together.
But this time my brother will not be with us.
Coz he is in Pakistan. Studying.
Everything happen so fast.Time moves really fast.
All of us 4 brothers were never been seperated brfore in our whole life.
Always together everywhere.
But today, one is in Perak, one in Pakistan.
My mom always use to say, one day u guys will leave me , not because u didnt love me, but because to gain something, u have to loose something.
And the day had come.
ok i dont want to be more EmO anymore.
Coz i have a test tommorow.
Haha..thats it for now, CHow!
Yesterday was our DE test. And it was quite hard.
I know how to do all but i cant get the final answer.
I always stuck somewhere in the middle because of the very complicated integration
involved.
But i think i will get some marks. InsyaAllah..I hope so.
And tomorrow i have Organic Chem test.
I have no idea what type of questions there will be.
But i hope it will be ok.
Now, actually, i've been feeling very lonely.
This feeling is done by listening to some very sad Pakistani Songs.
Specially those of Atif Aslam.
I had realized there was so much fun in my life during my secondary school.
I was with my family friends and everyone.
But still away from my hometown.
All my other relatives are back there in Pakistan.
Now its been 3 years i havent seen them.
I really miss them. This year i will be going back.
During this 3 years, i had lost my great great grandpa.
and my beloved uncle.
3 years back, when i met my grandfather, when i was going to leave for malaysia,
he was crying, and i asked him not to cry,
and he keep on looking at me and saying let me look at u because who knows this might be
the last time im looking at u.
And it happen to be true,
May Allah give him place in Jannat.
I really miss him.
Than talking about friends, to be honest, i dont have any very very close friend here yet in UTP.
Compare to the school time, so many friends, so many stuff, so much fun, specially in scout.
Go for camping, training people for parade, becoming winners, it was fun.
Life here is now so boring, Like being left in the middle of jungle.
I still remember those days when our whole family use to eat dinner together.
But this time my brother will not be with us.
Coz he is in Pakistan. Studying.
Everything happen so fast.Time moves really fast.
All of us 4 brothers were never been seperated brfore in our whole life.
Always together everywhere.
But today, one is in Perak, one in Pakistan.
My mom always use to say, one day u guys will leave me , not because u didnt love me, but because to gain something, u have to loose something.
And the day had come.
ok i dont want to be more EmO anymore.
Coz i have a test tommorow.
Haha..thats it for now, CHow!
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